John Galsworthy once wrote, "The beginnings and endings of all human undertakings are untidy."

The truth of the matter simply is this: leaving San Diego will forever be the hardest and most heartbreaking day of my entire life. To say goodbye to such truly phenomenal people was infinitely more difficult than I could have ever possibly anticipated. And although I know better than to think I won't see everyone again, the conception of time and reality can often feel defeating.

But as untidy as this ending may seem, I've got strong ties to the people I love most, dreams of a happy life, and a wonderful man whose comforting touch and loving words remind me, "I will follow you anywhere."

Maybe these beginnings won't be so untidy after all...